Stars
Feeling blowed, too much watermelon...Finally, finished last slide ... cool beans...
so I decided to sit outside in this hour for the first time in the summer. The air is warm definitely, but the sky isn't as clear as the winter time. Little hazzy rather and no STARS... that just totally ruined my mood... nothing to count, nothing to make wish with...
it brought back memories... Almost 4 years ago, I would sat outside of house and looked over at the stars & moon in the nice winter nites, (meaning not windy or snowing, I am a winter baby and werid... can't help it ...) anyhow... I prayed and made wishes to every star that I could find in the area... I remembered the time I got dumped and I prayed everyday that I would go on with my life... well after two years... the wish was granted... The time I prayed and wished that grandmother would get better from her illness... she got better, but eventually she left us... I wished I could be mentally strong like mother... then I was labeled as the "cold-heart" girl ... 'til now, dut know if that's a good thing or not... I prayed for my good friends to never leave me, as of this day... they are still stick around...for wutever the reason it might be...
tonite, well this morning, I wanted to make so many wishes so badly... I guess now they all have to wait...if I remember later on...
posted by Skittles @ 02:43
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